The Curse of the Blessing

when i was open to suggestion i took the bible and read from it and i as read it spoke unto me as if the prophets wrote to me 2300 years ago as to seed me from the words that were in the text. but it took almost ten years to find what i was looking for, but by then every holy book had spoken Me as to be my curse for opening that door. i would read supplements for thought and that would helped. one can read the script but it most be towards the audience so that it wont be personal. but later it was a blessing more than a curse as to me writing the words that come from thought. that now what i had to become to remain true unto us today.